1.That Awful Man
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
You play 'Follow the leader'
And I don't understand
But why you wanna spend your life
With that awful man？
And he wants you for one thing
And some more if he can
And now you wanna spend your life
With that awful man
And he doesn't mean it
When he says he loves you so
Dedicated to himself
As if you didn't know
And he doesn't mean it
When he says he loves you so
Dedicated to himself
As if you didn't know
You play 'Follow the leader'
And I don't understand
Why you wanna spend your life
With that awful man？
Why you wanna spend your life
With that awful man？
Your father left you
And no one loves you
And you'll take it
2.Pennywhore
Lyricist：Kimberly Dianne Shattuck
You're a maybe
When you want someone
A baby, when you're not the one
Oh baby, you're just a pennywhore
You cry big
When you want some fun
And lie, pig, for anyone
Oh baby, you're just a pennywhore
You can do it so much better
All your life a real homewrecker
All your life a real homewrecker
Coming out the door
You're a maybe
When you want someone
A baby, when you're not the one
Oh baby, you're just a pennywhore
3.Nothing
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
I believed you baby
I don't know why
I believed you baby
Now I know
I know it you know
Do they know it too
You know you may be right
You may be nothing now
Didn't wanna see
Don't wanna know why
Didn't wanna leave
Don't wanna go
I know it you know
Do they know it too
You know you may be right
You may be nothing now
You are insane
If you think I didn't know
Lying away
Now I see it now you go
4.Keep Holding Me
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Keep holding me, keep holding me
Keep holding me, oh, boy
Keep holding me, keep holding me
Keep on holding me now, boy
When you're holding me so tight
I will always feel the same
Keep on holding me all night
Then I'll never be insane
Keep on holding me through the night
Keep on holding me all through the night
Keep on holding me through the night
Keep on holding me all through the night so
Keep holding me, keep holding me
Keep holding me, oh, boy
Keep holding me, keep holding me
Keep on holding me now, boy
When I see you go away
I will never be the same
Keep on holding me today
Then I'll never be insane
Keep on holding me through the night
Keep on holding me all through the night
Keep on holding me through the night
Keep on holding me all through the night
Keep on holding me through the night
Keep on holding me all through the night
Keep on holding me through the night
Keep on holding me all through the night so
Keep holding me, keep holding me
Keep holding me, oh, boy
Keep holding me, keep holding me
Keep on holding me now, boy
Keep on holding me now, boy
Keep on holding me now, boy
5.Big Mouth
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
I don't like you and I won't pretend to
Now I'm gonna get you out of my way into another
How I ever trusted you I will never know
And it all seemed so long ago
What you say
Will come back to you
What you say
Will come back to you
What you say
Will come back to your big mouth
I believed you and I thought I knew you
And I told you things that I would never tell anybody else
And now it's common knowledge to everyone
And now I can't face anyone
What you say
Will come back to you
What you say
Will come back to you
What you say
Will come back to your big mouth
I never thought you'd do it now
Never thought you'd ever tell them that
You have a big mouth
Woa, you have told everyone
And now I can't face anyone
What you say
Will come back to you
What you say
Will come back to you
What you say
Will come back to your big mouth
Big mouth, big mouth
Big mouth, big mouth
Big mouth
6.Another Day
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
Any other time of day
I would ever walk away
From you 'cause you haven't got a clue
When you always come around
I know that I maybe sound stupid
But I want to step on you
If you say another word to me
I'll make you sorry that you ever came my way
Another day
Another day
Yeah
If you want to be with me
Think of all my privacy
I'd appreciate you when you're gone
Doing everything I do
I wish I was rid of you
But you stay around me for too long
I know that you'll be here for a long time now
If I don't make you gone, you're gonna stay
Another day
Another day
Another day
Another day
If you say another word to me
I'll make you sorry that you ever came my way
Another day
Another day
Another day
Another day
Another day
Another day
Another day
Another day
7.All For Nothing
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
You wish, you wish
Don't sit and die for all to see
When I can't get through
Don't you know you're killing me
Am I wise to run away
Are you the kind to always say
Give it a chance
I don't want to think it was all for nothing
I can't think kind of you
I'm not in my right mind
If I fall asleep
Say goodbye I know you'll keep
Moving on to what's her name
Give it some time it'll be the same
Do it again
You don't want to think it was all for nothing
It was all for nothing
And if you come too late
And take me right away
Then you'll be sad
'Cause I'll be gone forever
You wish, you wish
Don't sit and die for all to see
If I can't get through
Don't you know you're killing me
Am I wise to run away
Are you the kind to always say
Give it a chance
You don't want to think it was all for nothing
It was all for nothing
It was all for nothing
8.Red Eyed Troll
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
Baby talking all from way back when
Doin everything, we meet again
Maybe talk to me, but now you wont
Underneath it all you're all alone
To the other side
Now I can plainly see
What you want is everyone
And no one left for me
Red eyed troll
Oh red eyed
Oh red eyed troll, yeah
And I don't need your attitude
I don't need no attitude, oh yeah
When you pick on me
When you pick on me
When you pick on me, yeah
I could never be you and I know
What you want was over long ago
Little I know what you say about me
What I got is what you want from me
To the other side
Now I can plainly see
What you want is everyone
And no one left for me
Red eyed troll
Oh red eyed
Oh red eyed troll, yeah
And I don't need your attitude
I don't need no attitude, oh yeah
When you pick on me
When you pick on me
When you pick on me, yeah
And you're going to come down
And I know I don't want you around
I don't want you around, yeah
I don't care what you do to me
'Cause I don't like you
Why can't you see
You piece of shit, now
You fucking jerk
You really bore me
You stupid girl
To the other side
Now I can plainly see
What you want is everyone
And no one left for me
Red eyed troll
Oh red eyed
Oh red eyed troll, yeah
And I don't need your attitude
I don't need no attitude, oh yeah
When you pick on me
When you pick on me
When you pick on me, yeah
9.Prettier Than Me
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
My dreams are prettier than me
If I close my eyes, this is what I see
You are never there and you'll never see
Never mind the truth
Never mind, you'll always be the same
Lyin' all the time, do you ever sleep？
Wake up feelin' fine, you don't even care
I can never be prettier for you
I'm only ever prettier for me
Never mind the truth you'll never see
Never mind, you mean nothing to me
Never mind I have no place to go
Never mind, you'll never ever know
My dreams are flying through my head
When I go to sleep, will I wake up dead？
But I will forget and I'll never be
Prettier for you
I'm only ever prettier for me
Never mind the truth you always say
Never mind the dreams that went away
Never mind, I have no place to go
Never mind, you'll never ever know
Never mind the truth you'll never see
Never mind, you mean nothing to me
Never mind, I have no place to go
Never mind, you'll never ever know
You'll never know
You'll never know
You'll never know
10.Every Single Thing
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
To everybody here
Who think that they might know me
Open your eyes before
You look at what you won't see
Doing everything I can
I hope I will be strong
When every single thing
When every single thing
When every single thing is wrong
And when you thought
There was no reason for my crying
I thought about
The possibility of dying
And I hope you understand
Why we don't get along
When every single thing
When every single thing
When every single thing is wrong
Yeah, it's wrong
And I think
That you don't even understand me
And I'll never
Compromise on what I want to be
And I hope you understand
Why we don't get along
When every single thing
When every single thing
When every single thing
When every single thing
When every single thing is wrong
Yeah, it's wrong
Yeah, it's wrong
11.Saying Goodbye
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
I've got better things to do
And better things to listen to
Than all your ranting and raving on me
It's all of the time now
And it's too late for you to find reality here
Now I want you out of my life
What they say is you're out of your mind
I regret the days gone by and all my alibis
It makes me want to cry
But you're out of my life when I'm saying
I'm saying goodbye, yeah
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
I'll always have a low opinion of you
I've finally done it and it's too late
For you to try and make up with me
Now I've got you out of my life
And I've got you out of my mind
I regret the days gone by and all my alibis
It makes me want to cry
But you're out of my life when I'm saying
I'm saying goodbye, yeah
Now I've got you out of my life
And I've got you out of my mind
I regret the days gone by and all my alibis
It makes me want to cry
But you're out of my life when I'm saying
I'm saying goodbye, yeah
You're out of my life when I'm saying
I'm saying goodbye, yeah
12.I'm Not Around
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Yeah you're a creep as far as I can tell
When you go to sleep you're sure to go to hell
You never know and I won't say
I'm going out the window did you ever
Dream I'd ever go away？
And I feel better that way, I'm okay
I hope you die today
You and I up and down and now
I'm not around
The yelling screaming are all not okay
When you go to sleep I know I'll go away
You won't hold me down not anymore
And I can do much better than
Your narrow minded self could ever know
I hope you die today all alone
And make it right away
You and I up and down and now
I'm underground
I don't care what you say, I won't believe you anyway
You try and try and now you are alone
I don't care about you I won't say another
Word to you and then I'll disappear forever
You and I up and down and now
I'm not around
I'm not around
I'm not around
I'm not around
13.Another Ugly Face
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
You watching me, watching you
You're another ugly face, it's true
Another time and another old place
I'll break your teeth and smash your face
Another joy, you pass along if you will leave and carry on
I want to know what you want
Right by my side you pass a lot
And if you say that I'm not real aware
Just look into my eyes I'm there
Another joy, you pass along if you will leave and carry on
Do you think you have a life now？
Do you think about me day and day and night and
Another joy, you pass along if you will leave
Another joy, you pass along if you will leave
And carry on and carry on and carry on and carry on
14.Lucky Guy
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
You and I are in danger
I don't stay in love that way
And the love of a stranger
Doesn't really make my day
And you know, you have
A thousand things in front of you
Doin' anything you like and takin' it easy
Is all you ever need to do
You've no ambition and only ever sit around
I don't know why, and you know it's true
And you never wanted anything, you're a lucky guy
You're a lucky guy, oh, oh, oh, you're lucky
There's a time and a reason
You could go a long, long way
And for you it's so easy
Yeah, and it's your lucky day
You've no ambition and only ever sit around
I don't know why, and you know it's true
And you never wanted anything, you're a lucky guy
You're a lucky guy, oh, oh, oh, you're lucky
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
And you know, you've no ambition
15.Everwhere I Go
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
It's not what I can see
It's not what I can hear
It doesn't trouble me
But still it's around
You know what I'm thinking
And when I'm celebrating
I feel your eyes on me
But I can't see you
You understand, I'm not afraid
Of your complete devotion now
But if it ever gets out of hand
I'll bring you down
Everywhere I go, you're there
Everywhere I go, you're there
Everywhere I go, you're there
Can't you see, you're driving me insane？
I'm not advertising
Or am I criticizing
But if I had a choice
You'd leave me alone
It's not that I've done wrong
I never think I'm wrong
But when you're watching me
I feel so guilty
It's not the way, I thought it'd be
The lack of all my privacy
And if it ever gets out of hand
I'll bring you down
Everywhere I go, you're there
Everywhere I go, you're there
Everywhere I go, you're there
Can't you see, you're driving me insane？
It's not the way, I thought it'd be
The lack of all my privacy
And if it ever gets out of hand
I'll bring you down
Everywhere I go, you're there
Everywhere I go, you're there
Everywhere I go, you're there
Can't you see, you're driving me insane？
Everywhere I go, you're there
Everywhere I go, you're there
Everywhere I go, you're there
Can't you see, you're driving me insane？
16.Not Like Me
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
Doing everything I can
And I'm feeling okay, oh yeah
But whenever you are near
I want to run away, oh yeah
Whenever I come alive
It seems that you are dead
Could you ever take the time
And be a man and say？
You are not like me
You are not like me
You are not like me
You are not like me
And if you should ever go
Away another day, oh yeah
There might be a world of me
And I won't be afraid, oh yeah
Doing the impossible
Where I could never win
And I know what you're thinking
In the answer you bring
You are not like me
You are not like me
You are not like me
You are not like me
Doing everything I can
And I'm feeling okay, oh yeah
But whenever you are near
I want to run away, oh yeah
Whenever I come alive
It seems that you are dead
Could you ever take the time
And be a man and say？
You are not like me
You are not like me
You are not like me
You are not like me
You are not like me
Me, me, me, me, me, me, yeah
Me, me, me, me, me, me, yeah, oh
17.From Your Girl
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
And I do believe
She won't bitch and walk away
When you say you really want her
She'll be there
Anything you wanna do
And she'll do it like a fool
So you'll come
And take her by the hand away
And if you want to go away from her
And there's nothing to say
Please don't walk away
Please don't walk away
Please don't walk away from your girl
And I know it's true
She won't ever go away
If you know you really want her
She'll be there
Anything you wanna do
And she'll do it like a fool
So you'll come
And take her by the hand away
And if you want to go away from her
And there's nothing to say
Please don't walk away
Please don't walk away
Please don't walk away from your girl
Anything is better to me
So why don't you shut him up？
Can't you see I don't believe
A word he said？ No
And if you want to go away from her
There's something I'll really want to say
Please don't walk away
Please don't walk away
Please don't walk away from your girl
From your girl, from your girl
18.Everywhere I Go
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
It's not what I can see
It's not what I can hear
It doesn't trouble me
But still it's around
You know what I'm thinking
And when I'm celebrating
I feel your eyes on me
But I can't see you
You understand I'm not afraid
Of your complete devotion now
But if it ever gets out of hand
I'll bring you down
Everywhere I go you're there
Everywhere I go you're there
Everywhere I go you're there
Can't you see you're driving me insane？
I'm not advertising
Or am I criticizing？
But if I had a choice
You'd leave me alone
It's not that I've done wrong
I never think I'm wrong
But when you're watching me
I feel so guilty
It's not the way I thought it'd be
The lack of all my privacy
And if it ever gets out of hand
I'll bring you down
Everywhere I go you're there
Everywhere I go you're there
Everywhere I go you're there
Can't you see you're driving me insane？
19.I Need a Face
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
I need a face, I need a face
I need a face 'cause the other is wrecked
Another place, another place
Another place in no time will be dead
You try to bowl me over
But you won't just let me be
When you hang on, hang on
Hang on me all the time
I know a place, I know a place
I know a place and the owner is dead
Another face, another face
Another face in no time will be wrecked
You want to put me under
And you won't just try and see
That you hang on, hang on
Hang on me all the time
Another world ago
I could live forever and never show
But that was long ago
Say goodbye and adios
I need a face, I need a face
I need a face 'cause the other is wrecked
Another place, another place
Another place in no time will be dead
You try to bowl me over
But you won't just let me be
When you hang on, hang on
Hang on me, hang on, hang on
Hang on me all the time
20.Ethyl My Love
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
If anybody knows her, I bet they never chose her
But it don't mean a thing
And pardon me for asking is it only in passing
Or did you give her a ring
I'd do anything to hear you say
Ethyl, my love, Ethyl, my love
I never thought I'd see it, I want you to admit
You're a sick boy and a fool
You're doing what you want and I know you really want
To be her Fred-boy, ain't it cool
I'd do anything to hear you say
Ethyl, my love, Ethyl, my love
I could never do it
Baby, I don't understand
And if you ever want to leave, babe
I don't think you ever can
Ethyl, my love, Ethyl, my love
Ethyl, my love, Ethyl, my love
Ethyl, my love, Ethyl, my love
Ethyl, my l-l-love, Ethyl, my love
21.Just A Game
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
Lookin' at you with a tear
Oh, oh
Just don't let it get to you
Oh, oh
Playin' on your sympathy
Now you're the bad guy, can't you see？
Don't you know it's just a game？
You fell for it, give me a break
Oh, oh
Takin' more than you can give
Oh, oh
Playin' up your misery
And you're the victim, can't you see？
Don't you know it's just a game？
Playin' on your sympathy
Yeah, you're the bad guy, can't you see？
Don't you know it's just a game？
Don't you know it's just a game？
Don't you know it's just a game？
22.Won't Come Out To Play
Lyricist：Kimberly Dianne Shattuck
Hey, everybody listen to me
Listen to me, listen to me
Hey, everybody listen to me
And I won't come out to play
I won't come out to play
Hey, everybody do it to me
Do it to me, do it to me
Hey, everybody do it to me
And I won't come out to play
I won't come out to play
Help me
I think I'm quite a bit weathered
Maybe
I'll finally disappear, it may take forever
I want
To look a little bit clearer
But your
Exaggeration clouds up my mirror
Hey, everybody listen to me
Listen to me, listen to me
Hey, everybody listen to me
And I won't come out to play
I won't come out to play
I won't come out to play
I won't come out to play
23.Best Time Around
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
I like you
But everytime that I find you
You're lying away I want to
Punish you for so long
But you won't
Forget about anybody
As long as they give you money
You'll take it before it's gone
You're hiding away
As the talk of the town
But when you're here today
You're the best time around
You're out there
And crawling away like I care
You're never gonna learn it, I swear
We're not all like you here
You want it
And everything that you can't get
And all your nasty little secrets
A downfall if you please
You're hiding away
As the talk of the town
But when you're here today
You're the best time around
And I will wish upon a star
To fall upon your head
If you should die before I wake
I pray the Lord, your soul will bake
You're hiding away
As the talk of the town
But when you're here today
You're the best time around
You're hiding away
As the talk of the town
But when you're here today
You're the best time around
You'll be the best time around
You'll be the best time around
You'll be the best time around
24.Your Kiss
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Run and hide all the time
Don't know why I have no happiness, I cry
Will I ever feel, I really want to know？
Far away from here I always fear
Myself and now I am alone
It's like this, I'm in your kiss
And even when I miss I'm still in your kiss
Hide away, feel the same
Why today, I can't believe I'm still okay
Will I ever feel, I really want to know？
Am I really on, I feel so wrong
Don't hate me even when I'm gone
It's like this, I'm in your kiss
And even when I miss I'm still in your kiss
You think that I'm okay, no, no way
And I'll be coming through, you'll know it
When my face turns blue
I'm so wrong and really gone
Don't hate me, you will carry on
It's like this, I'm in your kiss
And even when I miss I'm still in your kiss
Your kiss, your kiss
Your kiss, your kiss
Your kiss, your kiss
Your kiss, your kiss
Your kiss
25.Better Than Me
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
You wanna think, you're better than me
And I don't think, you're better than me
Why don't you stay away
Why don't you stay away
You give a damn, you're better than me
You're a man, you're better than me
Why don't you stay away
Why don't you stay away
From what you say and do
Don't you think there's something wrong with you
You get a job, you're better than me
And I'm a slob, you're better than me
Why don't you stay away
Why don't you stay away
'Cause I don't even care
I don't think you're really even there, even there
You comb you hair, you're better than me
You're aware, you're better than me
Why don't you stay away
Why don't you stay away
Why don't you stay away
Why don't you stay away
Why don't you stay away
...
26.Clown
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
I sorta noticed you were all over me
And never would I let you were a clown
And before I knew it, you were there
And you climb in the window and
Think you struck gold you didn't
You kinda ripped up my soul
And I held on for dear life
Hoped you would leave you did
You kinda ripped up my soul, soul
You wanted everything I got and you
Gave nothing at all, you held me down
And I hope you're dying but who isn't
And you put on your overcoat faking your business
You kinda ripped up my soul
And you're taking a liberty and now I
Hate you for it, you kinda ripped up my soul
And you're talking I hope, I cannot hear
And I'm hoping you go away and then let me be, yeah
And you climb in the window and
Think you struck gold you didn't
You kinda ripped up my soul
And I held on for dear life
Hoped you would leave you did
You kinda ripped up my soul
Soul, soul, soul
27.Blow Your Mind
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
When you're talking too redundantly
Can't you see your mind is unstable？
If you wanna put it all away
Then why'd you blow your mind out every day
I don't recommend it anyway
If you say, I did then you're a liar
If you're dumber than a box of hay
You'll probably blow your mind out anyway
Can't you see？ Can't even count to three
And you can't walk and talk at the same time
If you wanna put it all away
Then why'd you blow your mind out anyway
If you're dumber than a box of hay
You'll probably have no mind left anyway
Can't you see your little fantasy？
And you will talk and talk until you die
If you wanna put it all away
Then why'd you blow your mind out anyway
You wanna blow your mind out every day
And you will blow your mind out anyway
28.Dear Liar Love Me
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Lying away and it happens all the time
You don't even understand that honesty is fine
And if I live forever and ever and amen
You may not be aware that I will not pretend, here I go
You're a lovely boy on it and all the charm to spare
And if you're never real to me then I will never care
You think I'd love and hate and procreate with you, I'd rather
die
You may not be aware that I just gonna sit here and try to
forget
You're awful, the fabricating son but you're not the only person
here
You're not the only one, I'm telling you
You may not be aware that now I'm gonna see you
And know that I'm not the only one
And now I've gotta leave you and go, yeah
I've got to leave you, I know that I've gotta leave you
29.Don't Waste Another Day
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
Why can't you see, it was never meant to be
All this time is all a waste to me
It's gone nowhere, I see it in your eyes
All the lies and compromise to me
I see you talking and I never hear a word you say
There's something inside telling me
Don't waste another day, waste another day away
In all my life, I wanted someone who
Looked at me as if I were a queen
I see you talking and I never hear a word you say
There's something inside telling me
Don't waste another day, waste another day away
I see you talking and I never hear a word you say
There's something inside telling me
Don't waste another day, waste another day away
30.Baby Go Round
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
Can you see her now？ Is it true he's slowing her down
Is she all upset when her baby's running around
Doing all okay for a girl whose soulmate is doubt
And she can't believe it's true, baby go round
And I know he's with her every single day
Doin' everything she can to turn the other way
And she'll call him up, and she'll call him up
And she'll call him up, baby go round
Baby go round, baby go round
Any time of day, she'll never know, he'll never say
The only thing she knows for sure, baby go round
And I know he's with her every single day
Doin' everything she can to turn the other way
And she'll call him up, and she'll call him up
And she'll call him up, baby go round
Baby go round, baby go round
31.Room With No View
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
You living your life in a room with no view
You thinking of me all the time and you do
Calling and calling and hoping and praying
That I will pick up and then maybe with luck
We'll go out but you don't understand
It's out of your hands
You carry the weight of the world in your shoes
You thinking of me after all afternoon
Looking at me with those all searching eyes
But you're looking for something, when you know
There's nothing you know that you're not in my plan
It's out of your hands
I don't want you, maybe you've noticed
Or maybe you're stupid and I don't like it
I want you out of my face
You living your life in a room with no view
You trying to talk about me and you
Calling and calling and hoping and praying
That I will pick up and then maybe with luck
We'll go out but you don't understand
It's out of your hands
You're not my man
It's not in my plans
You're not my man
32.Silly People
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Damned if you do and you're damned if you never
Damned if you feel alright
Loafing and free, it's the same way every night
And if you think you amaze like the dumb
Every other fool but never go outside
When will you see that you can't even run and hide？
And everybody's looking at the silly people, living silly lives
Laying all around incessantly, oh yeah
And if you're hearing all those little people telling little
lies
It's time to live, it's time to get a life, yeah
Day turn to week and the week to year
You can't ever, can't hold on
Nothing to be, it's a sad way to go along
And if the prize for the win is the size of the sin
But you'll never win that way
Nothing to be, it's a shame every other day
And everybody's looking at the silly people, living silly lives
Laying all around incessantly, oh yeah
And if you're hearing all those little people telling little
lies
It's time to live, it's time to get a life
So carry on, yeah, if you wanna think of nothing
Well, then you'll be, so nothing that you'll
Never know what you're not, yeah
And if you're hearing all those little people telling little
lies
It's time to live, it's time to get a life
Well, it's time to live, it's time to get a life
Well, it's time to live, it's time to get a life
33.Numb
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
You and I are different
And I know why
You are not completely there
And you wonder why you don't cry
If you open up you'll see
It's a new life
Wonder why, you wonder why
You're numb
I never liked to think or feel
So you don't now
Never missed a thing you think
But you wonder why you're not happy
If you open up you'll see
It's a new life
Wonder why, you wonder why
You're numb
Until you hate you will never know
What love is
Until that day you will never feel
A thing, yeah
If you open up you'll see
It's a new life
Wonder why, you wonder why
You're numb
You wonder why, you wonder why
You're numb
You wonder why, you wonder why
You're numb, you're numb
34.I Wish That I Could Be You
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Life is a joke you need but I don't
And everybody is crazy
I'm not what I seem, alone in a dream
I may not be but I'm lazy
The outside me is ahead by three
And I don't think I'm awful, you？
The inside me is ashamed to be
And I don't know what to do
Will I fall or will I fly？
Oh my, you know the answer too
Oh well, what the hell
I wish that I could be you
I want everything and I like to see
My whole life before my eyes
And pardon me if I'm a little weird
Now I wanna say goodbye
Will I fall or will I fly？
Oh my, we'll find it out real soon
We'll see, ooh whee
I wish that I could be you
I wish that I could be you
I wish that I could be you, oh yeah
35.I'm a Dick
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Hey, go away
You're annoyin' me
I'm a dick, I'm a dick
And I could care less
You lied to me, now
I can hear you say
You're a dick, you're a dick
And I could care less
You have nerve
And when you tell everybody
Lies about me
And I see
You so well
You're a fake and you know it
I won't stick
Around you here
You're a freak
I really thought
You were different
I won't be around you here
Times a wastin'
Everybody can see
I'm better off
Without you here
Hey, go away
You're annoyin' me
I'm a dick, I'm a dick
And I could care less
You lied to me, now
I can hear you say
You're a dick, you're a dick
And I could care less
Dick, I'm a dick
And I could care less
Dick, I'm a dick
And I could care less
36.I'm Confused
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
I hate everyone
And I don't like it son
And I do weigh a ton and it's true
And it's true, and it's true
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
I won't hesitate
And I will tempt fate
Now congratulate me, it's true
And it's true, and it's true
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I hate you
Somebody leave me alone
No one likes to be a clone
And everybody is an ass
And everybody is an ass
And everybody is an ass
Put me away
Yeah, now, now
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
Yeah, I'm confused
37.Laying on a Bed of Roses
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
When I do everything for you
And you say that you want it too
I miss the point completely
And you don't understand
Then I completely get all mad
And look the part and treat you bad
I've more fun laying on a bed of roses
Oh boy, I now can hardly wait
Do everything so you can hate
Behind my back and evil
And I don't understand
Again, I should be telling you
I'll do what I'm supposed to do
I've more fun laying on a bed of roses
There'll be no next time now
I've seen the light, oh yeah
There'll be no next time now
La, la, la, da, da, da, whoa
Then I completely get all mad
And look the part and treat you bad
I've more fun laying on a bed of roses
I've more fun laying on a bed of roses
I've more fun laying on a bed of roses, whoa
38.My Crazy Afternoon
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Some afternoon tea
And that will do it for me
Did I conceive you
Or are you talkin' to me？
And I will read
My mind instead
And I could tell you
That you are very dead
I walk around town
And stare although I am blind
Maybe I'm patient
Or am I out of my mind？
And I will read your
Mind instead
And I could tell you
That you are very dead
You are not well read
If I could stay awake
Or at the very least pretend
In every way I'm feeling gone
Without this day I can't go on
And I could read your
Mind instead
And I could tell you
That you are very dead
You are not well read
You are very dead
You are not well read, dead
39.Sad Tomorrow
Lyricist：Kim Shattuck
I don't even know why
Do you think I'm a mess
Maybe someday but now you're gone
When I do as I please
I'm no different to me
Am I crazy or have good luck？
You're the talk of the town
So you say, 'Oh oh'
I don't know, why you're so glad
When my head's filled with sorrow
So maybe if I fade away
There'll be no sad tomorrow
My whole life is a drag
Baby, listen to me
When I go away, will you care？
I feel naked and weird
Do you see what I hear？
Maybe one day I'll die, who cares？
Hide away
In complete misery, oh, oh
I don't know why you're so glad
When my head's filled with sorrow
So maybe if I fade away
There'll be no sad tomorrow
Hide away
In complete misery
I don't know why you're so glad
When my head's filled with sorrow
So maybe if I fade away
There'll be no sad tomorrow
Be no sad tomorrow
Be no sad tomorrow
40.Where Only I Could Go
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Come on and hate me
If you dare like every mother's son
Good riddance to you
All I say, it had to be done
And now I'm out of here
You ask me where, you'll never know
Into a place where only I could go
You'll never see me ever again
I bet you don't care
And I will be much better off
Without you there
And if I close my eyes I'll see
It's where you'll never know
Into a place where only I could go
I never lie
Only blame, okay？
You'll figure out
You're ashamed any day
And now I'm out
41.Oh Poor You
Lyricist：Kimberly Dianne Shattuck
I've been away now
Sorry, if I can't believe my ears
Maybe if they weren't so filled with tears
You'd see, ooh whee
You could find something to be
But when you're lonely
You should think of better things to do
But you loaf around without a clue
Oh yeah, don't laugh
Oh, poor you, what can you do？
Oh, poor you, why can't you see？
Oh, poor little you, what can you be？
Nothing to me, oh yeah
You cry and cry yourself into the ground
What you're looking for, you'll never find in me
Ooh whee, look into yourself
And see and you'll be free
42.Outer Space
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
I'm pathetic now
Want to take a ride with me？
To another place
With my funny face
And if you say everything is alright
When you look in my eyes
Do I look away or am I telling lies？
Do you know where I am？
I really want you to
I'm here in outer space
Welcome to my world now
By myself but I don't care
If you think I'm funny
Talk to me when I'm not there
You won't get a lot out of me
I really want you to see
That I'm wasting away in a fantasy
Do you know where I am？
I really want you to
I'm here in outer space
Well, here I go again now
I might as well be dead
Why should I be living
When it's all in my head？
Where should I go？ Where？
Maybe baby, I notice it
(Woo)
And if you say
43.All Blue Baby
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Yeah, it's a lovely sunny day
And I wish it'd go away
'Cause I'm mean
And I've seen it forever
Now, did you notice me today？
Well, I hope not anyway
'Cause I hear that you're thinking
I'm so far down
I didn't know what to say
I didn't know what to do
I didn't know anything anymore
And ooh, I'm all blue baby
Ooh, I'm all blue so long
And you're ugly, through and through
And you think you're ugly too
And I see what you see
And it's so right on
It's a crummy, crummy day
To wake up and anyway
'Cause I feel what I feel
And I'm so far out
I didn't know what to say
I didn't know what to do
I didn't know anything anymore
And ooh, I'm all blue baby
Ooh, I'm all blue so long
And I know what I feel
And I do do believe
I could never be you
So long
And I know what I feel
And I do do believe
Please don't lean on me
Ever too long
(Ever)
Please don't lean on me
Ever too long
(Ever)
Please don't lean on me
Ever too long
Ever too
Every time long
Ever, no
44.You And Your Parrot
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
You and your parrot
Walk around like you're demigods
You and your parrot
When you're together I'm all alone
I am all alone
(Yeah)
Forget about it
You get together and laugh at me
Forget about it
Gossiping on the telephone
I am all alone
Will anybody take a chance for me today？
We'll throw them in a well and
Laugh and watch them float away
Will anybody take a chance for me today？
We'll throw them in the ocean
Laugh and watch them float away
You and your parrot
Walk around like you're demigods
You and your parrot
When you're together I'm all alone
I am all alone
(Yeah)
Now I'm gonna be all alone
Now I'm gonna be all alone
I am all alone
45.Is It All Okay？
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Out of it and out of time
And out of everything
I can't believe it's true
And I can't believe I can't believe in you
You've gone away
And I am already looking for a way
And I know that I can't
Waste another day
Is it all okay？ Is it all okay？
Is it all okay？ Is it all okay？
Give it all or go away
I gave it everything I had
I'm feeling free
And I'm happy now I'm really gonna be
I'm feeling great
Maybe all my memories will go away
And now maybe I can face
Another day
Is it all okay？
Do me right, boy, I never felt so bad
You think you're great, boy
But now it makes me sick to think
About the words you spoke
Through your old wicked face
Is it all okay？
Is it all okay or not？
46.Crush Me
Lyricist：Kimberly Shattuck
Hey, what you're doing？
I want your love and confusion
Crush me, fly away
I'm not pathetic, okay
You went away from me
And I can't feel you or see
This is happening till you walk away
Hello, not so near
Tell me what you think I wanna hear
Trust me when I tell you
My scent is still fresh and it's on you
Now you're away from me and
I can't feel you or see
This is happening till you walk away
Can I be in your head？
Will you be mine？
Maybe I'm a fool for taking all your time
Crush me, fly away
I'm not pathetic, okay
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